Meet sausage? Or if should meet vegans?

[moth]

My insanity career to mars or pres or streets or retire in place.

Billy Joel on now.  Gets very personal for me.  Um, Vienna sausage?  I had corn dogs and Brats the last few days.  Proper food for me now or back to veggi?  "But you can't always see when you are right."  I have brand new gas cooking gear for vegan curries.  Just have to walk the tank to a store to refill (smaller than standard tank and I'm new in this neighborhood without a car, carry on bike is a little scary, but possible).

Am I just going to be amazing mars potential didn't quite make it die soon on streets?  Ahead of her time?  Staying woman if I have any say about it.  Meds or not.  Wonderful stuff in space if you ask me.  Down here too.  Would love to just stay alone doing this every day for the rest of my life, but I need to consume something and drinking alcohol is off the table (95% commitment) and smoking drugs is out (90% commitment).  HRT is good.  They may just allow me to take it either way.

Launch on July 4th 2026?  The plan?  Land on that day?  Hail Mary just send me up with the best of what we have.  No one has done it.  Going to die anyway.  Eat what I want?  But I want to be as best as I can.  Last as long up there.  Or fantasy down here.  Back to chicken delivery every day?  Chance card work with last incorrect balance check of $6?  Only missed two payments since, well, two mortgage payments before house sale last summer then 850 credit score before, tight budgeting.  Taking debt, paying debt, NET 90+.  Introvert no good at accounts receivable or in person "I'm Rachel." "Ah, OK.  What do you want?"

Dilemma.  Am I making any decisions?  This is just a movie show?  Need bigger muscles?  Less fat on already twig frame?  Perfect body, mind, spirit?  Trust that I am world respresentative totally rejected going to mars with no money president?

How would you know what the trip is like?  Did we go?  Just tourism?  Why do I want to go?  Well, I'm not that adventure adverse!  Get on plane walk to launch site alone scared?  Grows up?  Just want to do my work like at home wherever I'm at.  Partner bonus.  On Earth, don't know how to choose partner, but would be picky about it.  Don't want to deal with crazy rejection.  Going to Mars?  Neighbors taking care of it?  Both places?  Trust?  Today?  Do I need to take an action?  I can't do nothing or do they want me to take phone off hook?  Already off hook.  Go com dark?  Having fun being on output, but I can monolog it all out without internet.  Without electricity, still have bass 6x2, AA battery keyboard and 404 playback.  Enough money for 4 more batteries.  Could run both off of 1/8, 3.5mm headphone splitter.  Too much trouble?  To go to Mars?  Centuries of passion and drive?  What to do?  What's there?  Go anyway?  Someone is president.  It is a job to be done like romantic weirdo piano/bass/bone 12 instrument fusion tranny lovely beautiful fun.

Put on Natural Science?  Tears?  Balanced again?  Dona?  Doo-bop best loop again?  Emerge crush?  More than joke heart space?  Send email take chance grow up learn to reject?  Chose food of desire at store?  Engineering complications?  Future maintenance?

Writing in space?  Monolog no one to see in real time but myself?  How does hair look today?  Message from bestie com?  Going with me?  Said staying on 3 a couple years ago.  Technical support w/love?  Play Tears without recording?  Michelle plays Lessons cool intro not bad lyrics?  Write something new I play bass too?  It's OK smoke breast meet repeat ->